Just to further explain my spiraly-ness....

I'm actually really scared of the wellbutrin triggering some kind of manic thing. I tried sam-e a few months ago, which is an OTC supplement that apparently works on the same pathways as wellbutrin. I felt SO GREAT. Like, better than I ever have. But then things got REALLY crazy....racing racing racing thoughts, total rage out of nowhere, no patience, total insomnia...honestly, I think it was some kind of manic episode (which sam-e can trigger). I am really scared of that happening again.

You'll all be happy to know I took a klonopin a few minutes ago (the one psych med I have ever taken) so maybe I will settle down about this in a few minutes.