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Mar 19, 2010, 09:41 PM
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Member Since: Dec 2008
Location: Canada
Posts: 212
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I dont know really what to do with life. i think that i wont be able to fully recover because ive had no closure for lost of things, my cats death, and when i was bullied when i was a kid. Well, my cat because i just couldn't let go of him because he was always there for me when i was bullied, he knew my mood and was always there no matter what and also because right after he died my parents gave me no time to mourn, they just got a new cat a week after. I really felt hurt. But that was more than a year ago. I still really feel sad and cry at times because i can never get him back. I cry alot about it.  Ive had no closure with that and now dealing with recovering with rape is very hard with that side note atttched. its really scary. I am really trying hard to recover, i really am. But also dealing with bipolar is also very though.  i really love my boyfriend, i wish he was here for me though <3
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