Hi, Cutbuddie! I'm sorry for all you are facing, and for the pressure to recover. I'm just about positive pressure to "get better" at one point in my life did quite the opposite.

My condolences on the passing of your feline friend. I still carry a unique sadness for each one of the dogs with whom I formed a bond over the course of my life. Each one was an individual; none could replace another. The pain dulls with time but never completely fades, at least for me.

May many little joys come your way and bring some sunshine.