Hello Azkaban. I'm sorry you had to go through that. It is scary and hard to collect your thoughts afterwards. When i was in college, I witnessed a murder right outside my bedroom window. Two men were fighting and one pulled a gun. The gunman saw me. I spent days without sleep. Scared he would come back for me. I was scared to call the police because he saw me. I hid in my room crying and shaking like you. I did not share with anyone what i witnessed. To this day i still think of that night. The memories of it arent like they use to be. They don't haunt me like they use to.

I agree with the others. I think you talking to someone about it would help you get through it. Its not something you want to go through alone. I hope you seek help. And i wish you good thoughts to overcome this.

chalmette