Pat,
I too am sorry i was oblivious to your depression and pain. I get so lost in myself

. I can identlify with you in that, even at my lowest I try to offer support to others to get me out of my own head. I certainly can relate.
I hope your meds are evening out. I know how difficult that can be. Hang in there and as if you didnt already know, we are here for ya.
Love,
Jen