i know i shouldn't be scared because i have been planning this for the past 4 months, but suddenly, now that it is happening so soon, i have to fight the urge to run. run fast and run far.

we (as in my family and i) are on eachother's nerves. everyone is fighting. everyone is staring at me like i am a leper. i guess i should just shut my eyes and wait for it to be over.

before long, i will be one step into my new life. breathe jenna, breathe.