Ya, things are still not good, I just found out that the one person I wanted to come tonight, IS NOT coming. WHY ME??? Why do I think that I have friends, when they don't even want to come? And wha't worse is I know where my mind wants to go. And is starting to go there more.... and more.... I just don't know what to do anymore. People just don't care as much as they used too. I just can't ................................................................. (most here could fill in this blank but it's the only way, I can't post much more than that) People around me just have seemed to not care, or are too busy to even care about coming to do things with me. WHY??