well, i went out tonight, and i had a really good time... And he was there, and when i seen him standing there, it waz like a jolt of electricity hit my heart. But i had my friends and they kept me strong, and i just tried my best to look like i was having fun, and i did.
At the end of the night he came over and said hi, and i said hey, and walked on with my head held high to my friend.
But she said he was checking me out all night... And that just confuses me, because he doesnt want me. Else we would still be together. I miss him and wish that i had spoke to him for longer, but i had to show him that i have a life without him and i need to show im not crushed by this, even if its not true. I really hate this.
At least i had a good night...