I can't stand being the one that causes everyone problems and am hated and despised! My dad's gf thinks I don't like her...ok I made a joke after she made a joke and she got really hurt! I didn't mean to hurt her! I swear I didn't!

Nothing I ever do is good enough for anybody! I need to cut so freaking badly! Maybe I should just end it all right here right now! I have my razor right here at the computer and I want to cut so bad, but my bf won't leave me alone! I want to just be alone!