Peaches, your mom sounds similar to mine. She was such a good caretaker to everyone else, except her own kids.
My friends loved her. Our church adored her. I longed to be loved as much as the sick andhomejound she cared for. I longed to be listened to like my friends were. I wanted just a piece of love that she gave so freely. Instead I got the hitting, screaming, and worse. Stuff no one else got.

I'm sorry you had a mom like that. I'm sorry you weren't loved like you deserved to be. You deserved more v