Hello, wantingtodie. Call your country social services to see if you are eligible for any assistance. Go to your state's web site and find a number for information. Call and ask to be directed to a person who can help you identify what programs you may be eligible for.

Call these places too. They may have sources that can help you:

http://211.org/
http://www.bipolaradvantage.com/index.php
http://www.dbsalliance.org/site/Page...?pagename=home
http://www.nami.org/
http://www.mentalhealthamerica.net/g..._support_group
http://www.nmha.org/go/help/find-national-resources

Good luck.