I know the feeling. I was that depressed in December and January. My pj's are still my uniform when I'm at home. I don't want to go out. I have tons of movies I could watch and books I could read, but nothing gives me pleasure. I am bored with killing time each day. I want to be productive but just can't focus. I get drowsy and have to rest. My medications keep me from severe depression, but cause physical problems. I too wonder if there's no combo for me that will help long term.

Thanks for sharing. It makes me feel not so alone in these feelings of gloom. But you're right. If we look through our lives and episodes, it can't last forever. It just feels that way right now. We'll make it somehow. We always do.