LOL it was just the search results from "female organism" in amazon.com, from what i saw there were lots of good and fun reads in there! Im thinking from the guys perspective, how would it affect his ego if he were to find out? It would be great if you could get one of these self help books and have that first organism on your own and then one with him, then spill the beans afterwards, tempering his bruised ego with your insight into how good it felt to have one with him! Just one thing, its better to be in love and without an organism then have an organism with somebody you dont love