((((WePow)))) I am also very happy for you that you are taking this step and doing this major work. You and your mentor must have a very special relationship for her to be flying in to help you with this session. I hope it is a healing one that brings you some peace
I also have that voice that tells me who the heck do I think I am doing this or that. That I will never be able to have a free life and feel peace- it is impossible so stop trying. Oh, that voice does talk to me! And often it is difficult to not listen and believe it. It takes a lot of mental energy to counter with the "truth" that I am worth it, I can have peace, I can feel safe....it can be exhausting. And it is always on the heels of major changes in what I do or how I am thinking. Its as if my own brain fights me.
So many hugs to you. I will be thinking about you tomorrow. I hope you get some good sleep tonight