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welcome to PC and so sorry your going through this...what you wrote is so true and so powerful...you are very talented with putting your thoughts down on paper...good way to get your feelings out...
Have you shared this with your T....when I write things down or post here I print it out and take it in with me for the next session....take care and look forward to getting to know you around the boards...
xoxoxoxo