Sounds exactly how I feel just wishing the day away and wanting the time to come thats acceptable to others for me to go to my bed and hide from the world. My favourite time is that time where I can go to bed. Then I wake up and do it all again hating the fact I even woke up. I see my psych on Wednesday and dont want to see her as I believe I should be over this by now and I'm not. Lifes a struggle and it shouldnt be this way.
Are you getting help ?grizmom, I hope things get better for you soon as noone deserves to suffer this way