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Mar 22, 2010, 06:26 AM
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Member Since: May 2008
Location: Alabama, USA
Posts: 1,309
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You mean he's making me want to go back downhill? 
I want to better myself, I want to be the person I was born to be and am so willing to be. I'm crushed because I found out this morning that my abusers are moving home. With my dog.  I have mixed feelings. One, I'm happy because it means they won't be in my life anymore and can't bother me, but two... They're leaving! I won't know where they live, how to avoid them and they're taking my dog even further away! The only thing that has kept me from completely losing it is knowing that I can always cycle to go and see her in the garden without them knowing. I feel gutted. Absolutely gutted, at the same time as feeling happy about it. I just don't know what to do!
I woke up this morning after a really good night's sleep (thank God) and although I felt really awful and down, at the same time, I felt happy. But I've screwed up so much and I just.. What am I supposed to do now?
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