Glad I have T this week. I just want her to fix it. Ok, sort of kidding. I know I have to fix it. I am just so tired of just getting by. Everything makes me feel sensitive and exhausted. I am thankful to have someone wonderful like my partner, but I also get so jealous. True, she had years of serious depression, but she is doing so much better now and she's able to be in grad school and have her grad school friends and colleagues. It's like things aren't hurrying up enough with me. I want to have my self-esteem back already, I want to have energy. I want it to be OK that I can be angry at my parents and don't have to take what they say about me to heart. I wish I could just let that s**t go. Everything would move so much faster then...