Okay so I'm posting here because I am really not sure of what do to about this. So I ended a very sexual relationship a while ago and in the mean time I have had sexual experiences with women and it has been almost meaningless to me. I used to feel and enjoy everything but now i feel nothing. I went through a phase where it took a near miracle to even get myself to ever "rise" to the occasion and i broke out of it last week or so and now i have a strong desire to put myself back out there and try again hoping that now i will feel something.
The problem besides this is lately i have been hanging out with one girl inparticular who has become very attached to me and has hinted and told me straight up that she wants to be with me sexually. Around her when we are just getting all heated up it takes nothing to "rise" but we have not actually done anything.
I guess I am just really scared of feeling nothing again and again and again. I used to know what love was but now I will be the first to tell you that I have no clue what it really is. I hate feeling nothing. Sex used to be my escape but now it is just another void in my life.
I am not sure what anyone will say but i had to put this out there. For my sake. Please Help.