((((((((((( jexa )))))))))))))

In this situation, I would send another email - but really vent. I mean pour your whole heart and soul into it. But start the email with something like this:

"Dear T, thank you for being here for me. I really am in a bad way right now and just need to pour my heart and soul out to you. I don't expect a reply - and know your time is very precious, so I do not even expect you to read this. But I have got to get this to you or I will explode or implode! This is me venting - just running around naked in email form right now - so here it goes. Thank you so much for just listening."

That is actually one of the things I said to my T when I was having a very very bad time of things and considered going to the ER. I just wrote that and then followed with about 3 printed pages worth of total venting everything on my soul. And it worked to help keep me OK until T could see me again.

Just an idea... Safe hugs to you!!!