I agree, think of the good times with your mom and seeing pictures of her while she was having a good time. Another thing that may help is to think of her looking down on you right now and seeing how well you are doing and how proud of you she is. That may give you some piece of mind and also some encouragement to make it through another day in our life. Whatever you think will work for you and is SAFE, do it. Meetings, being with family, whatever it takes but remember, she still is watching you and is so very proud of what all you have done and how far you have came. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Allan