I've realized I have nothing to offer anybody. I'm a nobody and have nothing to give. Andy, my bf, wants to marry me, but I have nothing to offer him that's worthy.

You see my sister's a model, my brother's a janitor and a father, my step-sister's a mother and is going to college, and my step-brother's a father and has a great job. I, on the other hand, am disabled, get SSI, and have no great qualities.

I guess I really should just disappear...not die, just go away for awhile...