Thanks NF. Honestly, I don't really want anything to do with him. However, he lives 15 minutes away and comes over all the time and will even spend the night at my house (I'm a minor living with her parents still). He also calls my phone frequently. I'm forced into contact with him because of my parents, mostly. Hopefully I can move out this summer... maybe this won't be such a big deal if I can actually get away from him.

I just don't know if I should be mad at him still, or just be mad at myself for being mad at him...? He claims that he's "found religion" which I am extremely skeptical about, but he does act better. He's not violent any more as far as I can tell. Part of me still wants to see him suffer, though. And then I feel bad for wanting my brother to suffer... How sick is that?