A few quick comments: I also love Intervention, but haven't seen it for a while since we don't have cable anymore, and it's somewhat triggering.

And I just wanted to say, I feel exactly the same way. The shame, the denial, worrying that someone else will say it wasn't that way or it didn't happen...it's awful, and I'm very sorry you have to go through it too. Please know that I'm here to talk if you need me; I'm not sure how much help I'll be, but I'm here .