turns out my mom doesn't actualy think i need counseling and is just doing it for appearences....plus she has convinced my doctor that I am a fat lazy ***** who has nothing better to do then to get more and more fat....I had just accepted who I am and how I look then my doctor goes and tells me that I'm obese and need to lose wait so I can be normal. I weigh 173 and suppossedly am suppossed to be 120....it's mostly from muscle too! I mean yeah my thighs are a little big from swimming team and I do have a little bit of a belly but she has no right to call me obese! Besides, my stomach has gone down 6 inches in the last year....God....I feel even worse now....I don't know why I let people get to me....I mean, I know I am doing better, but it just kind of gets to you you know? It just gets to you when you hear everyone calling you obese