I was going to clean the bathroom, I was going to plant that rose bush I bought 2 weeks ago, I was going to do a load of wash so I didn't get behind, I was going to make the bed, I was going to freeze the meat I bought 2 days ago (I better hurry), I was going to clean out the wood stove, I was going to call my youngest son,
I was going to start my novel and I did not do anything but turn on my computer. I haven't been diagnosed yet but I feel pretty sure that this may be part of mental illness. I have never been lazy in my life, at one point I was an overachiever. So now I resort to bribing myself but that doesn't always work because I don't really seem to want anything. I usually end up forcing myself to do these things on my bad days and I feel like a sulking child when I do. Sorry for having no solutions but I sure do understand. Keep the faith.