I go by jasie. I ran into a lot of bad luck in life. Ive been wanting
to post here for a couple weeks but i couldnt find the ability to do
it until now. when i was young abuse started all the kinds. i was
traficked or whatever mostly from 5 or so on. i ran away at 14 got
out of abuse , met a good friend but when he died i didnt have anybody
and im back into it again. I get so scared and hopeless sometimes. I know some day i'll find myself in a life free of abuse. but in these hard times its a means to survive. Yeah i still have all the emotional problems from all the years of pain i stuffed down. I am on a counseling list but might take up to a year before i get it . Ive been real bad lately . really hopeless and feeling that im outta hope and have nothing internally left to keep on fighting with. Its hard to explain how i feel i was never good at opening up or explaining.
anyhow thats a start i made a post in this room i hope i fit in here.
thats all for now thanks for listening.