 Wow, folks - this is bad. I've been dealing with depression for decades and have had some really major bouts that have pinned me to the floor - but this - this is different - this is a bit over the top - this is far, far beyond depression even with the PTSD in the mix. I've never felt like this before - can't even describe it - maybe I'm finally cracking from too many years of stress.
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"I walked a mile with Pleasure; she chattered all the way, But left me none the wiser for all she had to say. I walked a mile with Sorrow and ne'er a word said she; But oh, the things I learned from her when Sorrow walked with me!"
(Robert Browning Hamilton; "Along The Road")
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