When I'm any worse than just mildly depressed I have MAJOR motivation problems. I WANT to do the dishes, take a bath, vacuum, etc. but I sit there and can't seem to get the proper signal sent down to my feet to get them moving. It's frustrating; I'm going through that right now myself. I hope that the doc can get me started on something thursday that will start working before I get too far behind on my housekeeping, because since November I've been very proud that I've been able to stay on top of the cleaning and in the last couple of weeks I've just lost all the motivation to keep it up, which adds to my depression. Viscious cycle!
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."
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