(((((Kelbelle))))) I, unfortunately, know how you feel. My mom is also and alcoholic. I feel like I need to just talk all about it right now, but I won't take your thread for my own. I'm going to post about it for sure though. I will be so glad when I can sort of accept things like you have, but right now I am angry and hurt about it. Thanks for this post. It does me some good to read it.

-Jennifer-