Husband was sick, I couldn't handle the day without him. It proved how little I can handle. I was awful to my kids. impatient, and I sent them to their rooms. After I yelled at them. My oldest had trouble with ADHD and developmental delays and I couldn't be patient with him. The little one cried so hard that he couldn't breathe. Then I jammed my thumb so hard opening a baby gate that I started screaming and burst into tears.

I am so tired. My thumb hurts. I am typing without it.