Thank you all so much for the wonderful support!!!
Well! My hair is now very short!!! My mentor and my T worked with me for almost 4 hours! My T had litterally cleared his calander for me this AM which was beyond unbelievable. He knew my mentor was flying in from out of state.
The whole thing was just so amazing and very scary at the same time. We went deep into my alter Mick and brought out her alters (kinda fragments) and did intigration work there. My mentor is a retired Ph.D. T and a teacher to Ts. So my T who is not DID specialist was actually learning as we did that work. It was just beyond amazing in how the two worked together. It was just out of this world in how healing it all was for me. It has taken a lot of time and work and concentration to get me ready for today. And it took a ton of guts for Mick to trust T and allow herself to be open for this healing work.
And at the end, my mentor who is also a Sundancer of the Native American path did a pipe ceremony for me. T joined us for that. And I cut my braid (22inches!) (donated it for cancer hair needs) - and my mentor helped to cut it and so did my T.... which was to symbolize my trust in them and to symbolize as a whole my transition from one life as a victim into my new stage of life as a healed survivor.
Today was a day I will never forget. God bless those who work to heal the wounded.
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