hey there, I agree with several posters that perhaps hiding this from your husband is something that needs to change.
It is HARD hiding something that is apart of you every second of every day. It's a mask that's hard to keep up. I think it's important to be able to let go and be honest with yourself and someone you trust about what you're feeling.
gentle hugs and best wishes
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