(((((Kiya)))))

I'm sorry you're feeling so bad and that you feel like you have no support. I can understand not wanting people in your apt. I'm like that too.

I agree with imapatient. Why can't you call t or a crisis line, or your support person? That's what they are for!!! You've also got us here. You can keep posting. Can someone be there with you when the bug people come tomorrow?

Wishing you happy thoughts and sending you hugs to get through the day tomorrow.....