you're tough enough. my younger sister was murdered, years ago, but effects linger. it may seem cold consulation, but current life-science and physics have show a real heaven's possibility---real as here. grieving for those there, if it be, doesn't do much. you're daughter's probably ok--even simple probability says 'something happen, probably happen again'---no reason for people to jump, we seem here for a reason. maybe we get paid for it? it may seem whimsy, but look-out, the net available corroboration is hard science. i hope it's my own delusion, but seems death exists. if so---why not make the most of life while here, heaven or not? does your pain make your daughter any happier? i doubt it. maybe it's time we both said 'adios' to ghosts? lithium is very effective at enhancing the life of truly depressed people, for decades it's been known. if you're deprssed it may work miracles, even non-bipolar depressions. we're not the same biochemistry, but mabe the 'same' enough. and if she was ok sometime before, so may she be later. fortunately i've made too much money to be called crazy--rather, 'perhaps eccentric'---the reason i speak of lithium is due to re-onset of use and seeing benefit. it even repairs neural tissue. if you see the end of the rope i'd see a dr. about lico. please feel better.

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