and TIRED, hi

I can so relate to how you use to feel, sometimes I feel absolutely miserable at night. Its not always about not having a man but I think I might just fear being alone, cause im an only child, i dont know, im really independant and like time by myself but yeah we will see.

Tonight ive decided im taking things as they come, i prolly always say that :P but its worth another try hehehe.

I think ur gunna do real well in ur learning because perhaps you want it more than some of the others that are there . . . I know you can do it.

Funny you should mention my parents too, cause we are a close family right YET i never have talked to them about stuff, but lately theyve been trying to get stuff out of me, theyve got heaps of their own problwmes to worry about but they still told me the same thing as u that they love me etc, and we aint a family that says i love u etc but we are real close - seems weird i kno. But yeah we will see what happens there too.

Thank u for the support

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You only have ONE chance to make a first impression, Kia Kaha