I,m going to try. right now I'm not sharing this with anyone that I know, but I'm feeling pretty hopeless. I'm going through the mo , I'm not going through the motions. I'm shaking and afraid. I was doing so much, so well for so long, I don't know how to or where to start now. I have no plan.and am losing my ability to formulate a new one. I'm lost. Can it be toughed out?