It is odd because I am not getting a bit edgy and a tad depressed. I knew this may happen. But glad I get to see T in a couple hours. T said I could cancel session today if I felt good... and I did this AM. But glad I did not cancel because I think the shock is hitting me. Why in the heck does healing have to be so strange like this?
I have to get myself better so I am not doing the up and down thing. And yesterday was a huge part of all that - I know it. So I suppose this stuff is just a little backlash that will pass. Hate to depend on T so much!! But very glad to have the support.