Hi witsend

Its ok to feel out of control, and i understand how tough things have been for you and still are. Dont give up though, its not worth it. You have people who need you and love you.

I can't begin to think what it is like to loose someone of ur own flesh and blood but offer you my full support.

As for failed relationships, I feel the same and im redy to give up, but I think you should focus on those u have already and see what happens

All My Love and Support
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You only have ONE chance to make a first impression, Kia Kaha