WOW. Junerain, thank you for your post. Very insightful. Thank you for noticing my growth. Sometimes I feel like I have moved backwards instead of forwards. ARGH......

Sky, I will keep going. I have too. I wish it wasnt so hard.

Fuzzy, I am glad I made the appointment too. I know that I need therapy. My last T and I were on the verge of important things before I had to leave her. I was left kinda hanging in the balance and now I have no way of handling those things on my own.

Irish,

Baby steps are the only way to go right now. Thats all I can do.

Hugs,

Jen