I wish you luck, there have only been two people in my life who have had any kind of clue about how messed up I am inside, and said (not in these exact words) "I'm not giving up on you" and have stuck with me no matter how hard things got.

My wife and my therapist, I love them both (clearly in very different ways)

Friends, family well they all seem to think that I'm not worth putting any effort into.

If there are people who can know me (really know the real me) and are willing to see something good, something worth saving then I believe the same goodness exists in you as well.