Two years ago I went to my doctor with depression. Admittedly, a lot of very bad things had recently happened, which I disclosed to him. He told me to sort my life out. Nothing more.
I went back, said that was all very well, but how could I if I wasn't sleeping? He told me to sort my life out. Nothing more.
It took nine month on the dole, pretending I was looking for work, before I had the strength to really "sort my life out."
But now I'm depressed again. This time with no apparent reason. I want help and recognition, but I daren't go to my doctor for it. He made me feel like a the most good for nothing wretch. Instead of accepting I was depressed, he made out there was something wrong me. By which I mean, my attitude.
Does anyone know how to make a doctor understand? All the advice says they will help, but mine did not. Now I don't believe any of it.
Suggestions?
Gram
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