 Thanks for the vote of confidence, (((Byz))), but this warrior has just tripped over her shield.
Apparently the depression is not done with me yet as it currently has me pinned down by the throat. I've been responding to other people's threads in the Depression Forum hoping that by supporting others I can remind myself of everything I need to be saying to and doing for myself, but my logic seems to be losing the battle with my emotions - I think we're in for a bumpy ride - and the fact that my new T has not bothered to respond to my e-mail or voice message yet is just triggering me even worse.
If I still have received no response from him this evening, I will try to get in contact with someone else tomorrow. I really don't want to go to the ER because they are just going to be rude as usual, and there's really nothing they can do for me since I am allergic to psych meds. I don't want to get to the point where I just don't care anymore and give up, but I feel like that's just where I'm headed. Meh.............
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"I walked a mile with Pleasure; she chattered all the way, But left me none the wiser for all she had to say. I walked a mile with Sorrow and ne'er a word said she; But oh, the things I learned from her when Sorrow walked with me!"
(Robert Browning Hamilton; "Along The Road")
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