Thanks for the support. Good idea there Lynn. I just don't have the capacity to hold it together well enough to listen to the reactions for those kinds of approaches. He did eventually clean his room though it was dragged out all night long.

I am just so tired of the vicious cycle of meltdowns that make up my days. Always fighting back tears for one thing or another. Everything is a strain and the automatic response is to cry. All day long I just battle the tears that want to flow from the slightest strain and everything is a strain.

Wish I could be reporting things being better and I guess I was holding off posting until I did have something positive to say but it is what it is. I just keep on keepin on getting out of bed everyday and doing the best I can to not think beyond the moment.