My sister may be moving across the country and this situation really has me thinking. I just can't get over the overwelming anxiety about her moving away, and I realize now that it's because I'm SOOO dependent on her. She does everything for me and with me. I've never done anything on my own and don't know how because she or someone else has always been their. I can't drive alone. I get too panicy at the thought of driving alone. I can't go to the doctor alone. I can't even go to school alone, my sister drives me. I don't have a job and don't think I can maintain one if I wanted to, especially with school. I'm 18, almost 19. I need to learn how to be independent. I'm so sheltered it's rediculous. I feel like a little kid. I'm so immature. I just don't know if I can take care of myself. I don't know where to even start and I'm terrified.