   Thanks for the shoulder and your kind words (((Hippie))) and for keeping me in your thoughts - means a lot.
Thanks (((googley))). I agree - I would never feel comfortable knowing that woman was involved - I have valid reason to doubt and distrust her - I just hope she behaves more responsibly in the future for the sake of other patients.
Thanks (((dps))) - I treasure your friendship and so appreciate your gentle hugs and loving thoughts - can never have too many of those!
I'm okay, guys. I wrote a note back my new ex-T and thanked him for reading my e-mail and responding honestly. I feel better that the matter is resolved. I also feel better knowing that even though I got blind-sided and really triggered and re-traumatized by this experience after taking 3 years for me to even attempt to reach out again, I survived - the universe did not implode and I'm still intact.
I have to give a ton of credit and thanks to the support I have received from so many members of my PC family since I joined last August - I have learned a great deal from and been strengthened by my interactions with you all - I think the outcome of this experience would not have been quite as positive otherwise.
Tomorrow is a new day, and I will begin again to do what I can to make some headway in bringing about a positive resolution to my situation - somehow it doesn't seem as overwhelming and intimidating as before. I'm sure I am going to encounter more rough patches in the future, but at least I know that I do have reliable support here when I stumble and fall. I'll let you know how it goes.lynn09
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"I walked a mile with Pleasure; she chattered all the way, But left me none the wiser for all she had to say. I walked a mile with Sorrow and ne'er a word said she; But oh, the things I learned from her when Sorrow walked with me!"
(Robert Browning Hamilton; "Along The Road")
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