since i don't have therapy on a regular basis, my feelings can range from being excited to go to t or scared to death because i haven't been in so long... 3 months this last time; anyways most of the time the sessions are great but sometimes we just do not click... it is like he is yang and i am yin. or black and white.. oil and water.... nothing and tonight, nothing.... makes me wonder if i should go back? yes, i have depression (answering myself).... three times he told me tonight he wasn't judging me on a behavior i have that he doesn't approve of,,, but by the third time it felt like he was judging me and i couldn't say a thing about it... i left early because i just couldn't do it anymore. i gotta have a connection because of my self esteem and no one can beat me up mentally like t can in my mind... so scared and it started raining again after three beautiful days!