  Hi (((rrbb22))) - I was just thinking about you - was going to ask how you are doing when I spotted your thread. I know just how you feel - have been going through the same thing recently - never felt like I had given up before until the other night. I know it's so hard to hold on when you are so tired and drained to the point of empty - but please hold on - there's just too much to lose by giving in and giving up. If you need to go to the ER in order to keep yourself safe, then please do so - do whatever it takes to give yourself a chance to have the life you want. There are a lot of good, caring, supportive people here who will support you any way they can - so keep reaching out, keep posting, PM people and let us help you get through this. lynn09  
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"I walked a mile with Pleasure; she chattered all the way, But left me none the wiser for all she had to say. I walked a mile with Sorrow and ne'er a word said she; But oh, the things I learned from her when Sorrow walked with me!"
(Robert Browning Hamilton; "Along The Road")
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