Hey there,

Sorry to hear that you're struggling with intrusive thoughts! I have OCD as well, and 95% of my OCD is just dealing with obsessions and intrusive thoughts. They're very scary, very embarrassing, and feel very real.

What you're experiencing is definitely within the OCD range, and I encourage you to bring it up with your psychologist. She can talk to you about intrusive thoughts, and the best techniques to cope with them. (One of the worst techniques, by the way, is to try pushing the thoughts away. They will only come back stronger!)

I was 16 when I was diagnosed too, by the way. :P I'm 18 now.