(((((((((((Deli))))))))))))))
I'm not sure I understand - do you think your roommate will be angry with you for leaving the door open?
We all make mistakes. I left the backdoor to my house unlocked for an entire night on Sunday. It is scary, but despite what is on the news, it isn't that common for bad things to happen to people.
It just seems that way because that is all that is on tv / radio.

I'm glad you feel safe here.
I will be here for a little bit and can sit with you.
I don't think you would be disturbing Austin-T.
He cares for you and I'm sure he would want to help reassure you and be there for you.
Pdoc too. Maybe give it a try?